sick again

cousin msg me urgently last nite told me tat mum fell down wen she was sleeping

bone start aching e nx day, den swollen, fever, n sick

whereas dad work till almoz faint

OMG !! first time in my life heard tat dad is almoz FAINT !!!

heart is gonna jump out !!

 

boy msn me said both of dem is half dying

ask me to go bk asap

 

however, wen i cor bk juz now

mum told me tat boy oso sick

FEVER n bone aching

i feel tat it is a virus

seperate to everyone in the family

 

could it b H1N1?

or hand mouth disease?

or dengue?

 

haiz.. feel so helpless

hope dey will alright

 

god please bless dem !!

moody

did i make a wrong decision by coming back earlier to spore?

leave my parents alone wif my 2 helpless broz

(one is too young to take care if dem, another is too playboy)

 

it made me felt tat everything is SALAH after i came bk

HE? who i believe he is a fren who can be trusted but ended like SHIT

he made me so dissapointed

SHE? who i love n care so much

but she made me feel tat she took everything for granted

heart is bleeding bcz of dem

dey hurt me so much n caused me nt to trust anyone anymore

 

p.s. hopefully moody wont last long

FIRST TIME

it was happen out of sudden

was not suppose to b there tdy but aunt suddenly cor me to drop by there

n i saw something tat i hv been waiting it for so long

“BLOOD DONATION DRIVE”

wanted to donor my blood cz i rili can c tat i hv too MUCH blood in my body

however, bcz of my cowardliness, i always stop myself to do so

FINALLY, i did it..

did not know where i get the courage cz i was so nervous n scared at tat time

anyway, wen everything is done

my feeling is GREAT

 

p.s. if mum knew she is goin o scold me HAHA

holiday ???

everyone is at indo now

miss dem lots especially yun n sherly

 

whereas, boss start her new semester tdy

she will b busy wif her projs n work

my day in spore will start to b boring

 

maybe i should not come back to spore so early

feel like so empty

miss my last trip in BKK

i want a REAL HOLIDAY

i nd a KITKAT..!!

tot can hv a gd rest after exam but i start busying wif other stuffs

went Kbox wif 2GAYs n sherly, yun, n vivin last mon

it was so fun n it made me feel tat im having a HOLIDAY rite nw

will upload the pics once i free

 

anyway, im goin bk INDO on dis sat for 2 wks

n YUN will b the last one go bk INDO.. hoho LOL…!!! so sad sia..

 

 

p.s.  goin slp now n continue my bz day again..